Friday, July 23, 2010

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man! i can't believe how perfect he is. he's so awesome, so sweet, so loving, such a great person. i'm glad i was blessed enough to have met him. i'm so selfish, though. simply meeting him is not enough for me. i wanna talk to him. get to know him. but he left this town a long time ago and i may never see him again. isn't that awful? but if he ever, ever comes back, i need to do something. what? i don't know. i just BLAHH. ok. bless you for reading this.

on top of that, today was one of the most frustrating days of my life. i don't really know why. but i need to be happy again! happy happy happy happy happy and typing the word over and over didn't really help. oh well. you know one thing that really frustrated me? today the temperature was 100 degrees outside before it was even 11 AM. that's SO messed up. we have our own little temperature thing, and we put the sensor outside in the SHADE. it was 100 degrees in the SHADE. i am so sick of this weather. it's the worst. and right now it's 10:09 PM and the temperature outside is 85. that's ridiculous! chances are, once i'm married [if i get married, of course] and my if husband agrees, i'm out of here. i mean i love the country. it's so wide open and great and wonderful, and people here are usually really nice, and southern cooking is the BEST, but i can't even spend any time outside because the heat index is always at the "dangerous" level. anyway, as i was saying, once i'm married, if my husband agrees, i'm moving. to san diego. that's where i'm going to live. it's so great there. and the weather is awesome. so yes. now you know where i'm going to live. haha. bye.

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